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The Invisible Wall Break Down

2009-06-26T08:41:49Z

       *watch for fan...girlism?* I JUST FOUND THE FULL SONG FOR THE INVISIBLE WALL BY THE GAZETTE~!!! kljs;ldkfmv;oidms;lksdm;lk; that is all. It is just pure love too me! GAH~!!!

       And I have learned Break Down by girugamesh because a friend on myspace asked me to tab it out on guitar pro for her. I hate tabbing it out cause it takes so long but oh well I guess.

       Today really was a kinda boring day. Woke up at 3:40ish and didn't really do anything. Supposedly she was supposed to come over today but of course it didn't happen. So I called charles over instead and he asked to be picked up around 5:10. We did nothing. Today was a nothing day I suppose you can say...nothing else to say really...

The need for food and games

2009-06-25T11:53:12Z

            It's 6:29 in the AM and I'm still not asleep.

           I actually feel like the room is spinning too be quite honest and here I am playing FFR (FlashFlashRevolution), I feel like such a dork >.<

           This game between me and her is still going on I think. I don't know. (This feels like a wasted post. Half brain dead I'm sure I am...) I like her. I don't know about her. We cuddle when together and we've kissed when she's had to leave. I just don't feel though if i should be in a serious relationship after the last one...my arm hurts from FFR...hell, I don't even know what we are. But the past two days that we've been together have been great days. Some of the best this summer I would say. *le sigh* I just wish I knew...

          I'm really hungry right now. I'm thinking maybe some chicken...blackened chicken....mmm~ I think I might cook some tomorrow...That's right, I cook. I play guitar and cook, fabulously I might add >_-

          That's all I can think of right now...I want to go into details but it just sounds like too much right now...maybe later, maybe I might just go on with what happens after I wake up today because it is now 6:52 in the AM...

                                                                                                                                                                                                                 I really need some sleep...

Peace, love, and Fish? O_o...

2009-06-19T07:57:41Z

       So it is 2:39 in the AM while I write this and since I have no life I do this :D

       It seems as though life really has it in for me. Today my fears have come true, we have broken up. It felt like my heart was tearing apart and I was about to throw up and I was shaking, like really bad actually. But! Today (yesterday o.O) my dad wanted me and my older brother to go fishing with him with his company fishing thingie, and since I haven't seen him in months because of this damn divorce I decided to go (this was actually weeks ago that we decided this). And to be honest, it has helped more than I thought it would. Gosh I love my dad. It's actually one of those "you never know what you miss till it's gone" things, I mean, I hated the guy when he was with us, now I wish he was around all the time *insert tearing like a girl here*

      So we were driving here and it turned dark outside. Now you say, "Why Sakito (I might have said my name earlier but now i won't :P), it always gets dark, what's so special about that?" I saw stars. No matter what anyone says, stars are the most beautiful thing in the whole world. I truly wish I could see them all the time but I can't.Now when we got here me and my dad went to the room and my older brother had a few beers with the company officials. I've been on my computer since. Just working on music actually, from 11:57 to now. I told you I have no life...

     Also on the way here we stopped at Wal-Mart to get our fishing licenses. Those people now nothing. Seriously! They didn't even know how to put in a roll of toner in the printer, nor how to open it for that matter. It took 3 people to finally figure it out after I had said how to do it 2 min. in, maybe.

     We're actually supposed to be getting up in like 2 hours or so. I don't think I'm going to sleep tonight...

Donuts, and Girlfriends, and Games oh my!

2009-06-12T15:46:33Z

...WTF?! I just back paged out of here just now! GAH!!!! I almost was done with this too!!!! Doesn't Livejournal have an autosave feature just for crap reasons like this?! *sigh* oh well....

          (Because I'm upset I'm just going fast forward real quick)

          Donuts, getting them in a bit. Getting hungry right now too...
          Girlfriends, arent they hard to figure out a lot of the time? Boyfriends aren't for the most part, sorry (believe me, I am one...). Well she says that she doesn't like him and that she still likes me, but I don't know...I have my doubts very muchly so; always talks about him hangs out with him, etc. I'm just waiting for her to tell me that she wants to break up/we had sex. Really I am. And to just hear her talk about him makes me so sick, it's unbelieveable >.< But hell if I don't know... To let y'all know what is up right now between us, she moved and we don't know when she'll come back. We don't want to end it but she wants to pay off her debts there and do some other things before coming back. I really miss her.
          And so what game is it that I'm talking about? Donuts, Girlfriends, and Games oh my? Well it's an interesting one. I don't know though if I really should talk about this right after that post though...maybe later eh? Lets just say that I plan to win. She may not know it but boy is she in for it.

Who knows?

2009-06-11T17:38:05Z

Cause I definitely don't know what to put here...I will start updating more considering I have a laptop now (graduation present) just a little FYI.

boredom overtakes me...

2008-12-15T18:27:59Z

sitting here in web mastering class...substitute...CAN'T...
PLAY...
FFR!!!!
enough of that now....
should be releasing my first single soon. like after i write lyrics and write two more original songs...i guess...
lunch bell...i'll take my leave for now...

Honey and Pain

2008-11-08T05:54:16Z

So first post in a while and here it is. I am about to start waxing. That is all.

The final of a beginning to an end

2008-08-25T07:11:15Z

Sick all day sucks.

Woke up and my stomach decided that it just HAD to empty itself out at 9:15 today.
It seemed like it was convulsing from the inside so i did that for a while until it was done. Then proceeded to sleep for the rest of the day. Finally woke up at 5 or 6:15. Vanessa was on so i checked to see if she actually was on (either she is or doesn't have an away message while she plays maplestory). She called me instead which was perfect. talked for an hour then she had to get off.

Then i went downstairs and got some water while watching The Incredibles. Afterwards decided to get some soup, it was burnt a bit so I've been nibbling at it all day, and got on the computer. And I've been at it all day.

School starts tomorrow, or today however you look at it. I have the option of not going but I want to go just to see Vanessa and to see my classes. Kevin and I have the same Spanish.

And it's my senior year.

Maybe with the advent of school I'll update this thing more often eh? I hope so...

Oh! I just found out that I like LM.C. That is all.

The first one is always a freebie

2008-06-01T14:36:23Z

You experience that everywhere, whether it is at home with getting in trouble about something or if it's with school when you get a free 100 at the beginning of the semester. The first one is always a freebie. Well it seems like that's how it is with drinks too...

Yeah I know I shouldn't drink because it's not good for your body and everything else with it, but I do ok? ~~It's not much~~ and it's not often to be honest, but the first time I got drunk I didn't get a headache or anything. I thought "hmm...I guess i'm immune to this kind of thing." Well I guess I was wrong this time around, This morning I woke up with a headache, not a bad one but just the kind that doesn't go away, the annoying kind. As I write this I realize that I actually still have it. Underlying all the other things gong on right now; the noise of the tv behind me, my stomach as i chruns the mess from last night, me writing, and the room as it still spins slowly. I'm not an expert on this kind of thing but I'm guessing that it just gets wore as each time you do this.

As I said, the first one is always a freebie...

How about a little Easter everybody?

2008-03-25T01:12:38Z

Well easter has come and passed, but not without it's own share of problems for my whole world to enjoy! Whoop-de-doo...

Once again there were ex-girlfriend problems (this seems to happen daily now, but this specific one takes the take) and a long look at a road as my family and I drove from San Antonio back here to houston (4 hours if you ride with my dad). The whole trip itself was ok and boring though. Mother finally ordered the internet and I got some Ramune and Ice-Cream called Mochi, now considered one of my favorite foods. Everything else was boring.

Maddy said that she got me something while she was away on a cruise. It makes me think, why is she getting me something? oh well...I do want to get her something now too. I went to target today with mother and saw some chocolates, and I was also thinking a stuffed something. But alas, I have no money and was to shy to ask mother...So now I think i'm going to have to resort to getting the chocolates later and compose her a song. I don't know how the hell I'm going to manage that in one night, but I'm going to try my hardest dammit! You know...I do like her quite a bit, I'm just a little scared though about what could happen. So many things, good and bad, happened with the last relationship I was in that I'm scared. Top of that list is how long this relationship is going to last, that always seems to be at the top ne? But what can I do besides try?

Spring break has been the boringest week. And now more problems face me with other things. All I can do is hope for the best and just pray...

Later Lovelies.

Water in the Wind

2008-03-11T21:08:19Z

I've noticed so many things and yet I can tell that there is still so much left to see and feel and experience. You could have taken many paths to get to where you are now and there is still so many paths you can still take, no matter what you have done, accomplished, of mistaken along the way.

A path is a path. And your thoughts are like water; always changing to those paths but still belonging to your own. You could stumble on a rock or outstretched tree branch, but still you could choose to continue on that path or take another. Always like the wind. Like water in the wind we all are.

I have come across a rock and stumbled, but I must pick myself up and keep reaching for the end of this path to start anew. I've noticed so many things and yet I can tell that there is still so much left to see and feel and experience.

Sometimes you really need that hit on the head

2008-02-22T21:19:53Z

Well, well, well...Here I am again, your favorite rambler from the 21st century. This time though I have new updates (why else would I be here?)

First of all, those songs that I told ya'll about, I haven't worked anymore on them; I know, I know, I REALLY should do them soon...And know I actually have a new challenge (yes, it's a new song). Background story first! Whoo! ^_^...

So yesterday at lunch Cha-Cha came by and said that James wanted to try out for singer for Angel's Overdrive, none of us really like him at all to say the truth, I blew it off and went back to eating. Well, that night I was on myspace and he had messaged me. I already knew what it was but decided to read it anyway. What he had said was that he wanted to try out for the band and that he knew how to sing AND play bass (Cha-Cha seemed to somehow leave that one off). Now, we actually do need a bassist and even though I don't like him as much as Cha-Cha and Bobby either we really need one. So the next day (today) I brought up the idea to both of them. They both grossed out and dismissed the idea. I think I'm going to give him a try though (If he actually CAN play, I told him to send me some recordings...). Well I saw Cha-Cha in the hall later and he said that we should do Illuminati. I thought about it and told him that I would write some music this weekend. End of background story.

So now I'm sitting here writing a song like Illuminati. Hopefully I can pull it off (that song is f'ing hard man!)

Now about life. I got my computer back from the dead! My uncle sent it back three days ago or so. I signed up for the guitar hero 3 tournament too. I really want to do good at that. And now I want to connect both computers downstairs.

Now that is the story. I have about 3-4 days to finish this song and hopefully I can. Later Lovlies!

How is that chocolate?

2008-02-15T15:28:14Z

Well, I'm in school right now but I thought I would give ya'll a healthy update right now.

As you all know, I haven't updated in a while. I'm thinking though of putting up videologs instead while I work on those singles for Bleeding Eden and my own band. The single for Bleeding Eden is called Chocolate Massacre and is gonna be full of heavy chords and whatnot (I'm getting a lot inspiration from Dir en Grey I noticed). For now, I've started Harlequin, Chocolate Massacre, and G.M.M. (Genocide Mass Murder). As for my own band, Heavenly Sin (soon to be Angel's Overdrive I think), I think I've started only one song for it. It's deffinatly different than Bleeding Eden's music; more classical and softer feel.

On a different note, it's my brother's birthday today! I think I'm going to invite Bobby over and get Windows XP today also...I sure hope so. OH! and there's going to be a Guitar Hero tournament at school on the 29th, I need to get 15 dollars to sign up before those first 100 people...

So I know that this post is a bit chaotic and messy, but like I said. I'm at school and it was just an update. Later Lovies.

Whats life without those nuissances?

2008-01-29T23:14:27Z

Well well well...It seems as if I like this place a bit, seeing as I'm posting another one of these entries...But! this one might not be too long because I might be leaving this area soon. Reason you ask? Bible study my mom is going to, and she's taking me because I'm grounded still...at least she doesn't have my phone right now, at least not yet...sigh...

Might as well get started on today's news then. School as usual, same people, blah blah blah...Not all was the same though. As sad as it is, one of my good friends dog died from getting runned over by a couple of my other friends (yeah I know, ironic) on accident. So when I saw her I asked if she was ok and hugged her, later on I gave her one of my rings that I had; as a sidenote, the ring was one that my mother had bought me out of the blue with my birthstone on it. I hope she gets to feeling better...Then I came to the Class of Ice. It was all good for a while actually. I met someone who could help me with The Blue Screen of Death at home, he was a real computer jock (I could only dream of being one).

Now I didn't really expect this, but Bobby (Bobses to Rohan and myself on here) I think is actually getting into this whole band thing! That just makes me squeal inside because it's just awesome! As of now, there is only 1 song that is actually written and mixed on the band's myspace, I am working on some other ones mind you! Although Ch-Cha still hasn't allowed us an official name yet, me and Bobses agree on Neo Omnia or Heavenly Sin...Another plus too! (jeez, I get all excited over like two or three good things) I got the layout I want for Bleeding Eden's first single mapped out last night along with an unofficial intro for one. Hopefully I can get further tonight...along with doing my homework for math. Later Lovely's until next time...

To infinity and beyond...right?

2008-01-25T23:47:14Z

So...first post of the new life of my new LiveJournal. It's kinda weird i guess; it might be that I might just no be the one to really post about his day too much or that I just don't really care too much for it. Whatever the reason, I now have one. Well...what to post, that I say, is the true test for myself.

And so I dive into the basics and specifics of the day and morning of today. Day thus far, woke up late as usual (6:30) by my mother yelling at me asking if Brady was coming today (he picks me up at 6:30 exactly, weird I know). So I look at my phone and notice that I have a message from Brady saying that he was coming at 6:40. Nice timing for me as usual, I seem to get lucky a lot...so he came and we left to school. School was actually really easy today for some reason. Don't know why, it just was. Then I went to Samantha's house. I went just to go see her and to show her my nails because I had just put some blue polish on them (first time I did it myself). For a while it was all fine, then she started getting mad as usual. After a while of being there I left, I left when we were all fine. Now I'm here, then to the house. Going to go work on some music for a new band i'm in called Bleeding Eden.

They seem ok, nice people that I meet at Oni-Con last year. I joined as their bassist, haven't played my bass in a while though, so I'm wondering how that's going to turn out there...oh well! So, because they can't write music to well they are relining on me for that. It's definitely going to be an experience working with them, can't wait to see how it's all going to sound after everything is done.

Now it's the end of the beginning post as I have work to start/finish. Later lovely's!